Ahahaha... Training. Ahahaha

Boys are so violent. They kill dead insects further. The moth that I sailed with during the races died cos it rained. Curse you rain !!! They drowned my moth. I wanted to let it go out at sea when I saw a jellyfish but I decided not too.

Then.... Eugene, with Isaac's help.... When to hit my bailer, water spalshed out and my moth.... Well, you know what happened. Ahahaha I was being so immature, which I of course am not, screamed like the mad lunatic I am.

The wheel of my trolley came out. Wtf Ahahaha Boys being boys did stuff. Received a few fuck you's from Gabriel for taking their toy away cos I dint want to pay for that skeffin wheel.

Thats all for now.

Hooo boy.

Math today. I'm sure to fail it. I dont know. I could only do one question with confidence. And the other answers were from memory. How nice, eh ?

During Malay, were we somehow talked about hari jadis (birthdays) and anything related to that topic. I shant give details. I cant put it into words cos well, there are a lot of MALAY words involved.

Training tomorrow. I can barely wait. Omg. And training on Friday.

Oh yes, on Friday. What are y'all wearing? I'm going to wear my Sakae-NOSS shirt. Val and Shell too. Ahahaha That means more people will think that Val and Shell are sisters. Ahahaha Anyway, I'll be a fahion disaster; Sakae-NOSS shirt, shorts, black&white shoes. Cliched no ? I'll just wear my uniform. That way I wont embarass myself in front of the whole student body.

I am so high, I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Oh, but heaven, no heaven, don't hear me

And they say that a hero can save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Someone told me, love will not save us
But how can that be?
Look what love gave us
A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came

And they say that a hero can save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

And they say that a hero can save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
They're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away




The song's stuck in my head. Thanks alot ah, Singer Dude.

Fuck. I'll be missing training tomorrow. Why why why.

I wanted to tell her just now, but I couldnt muster enough courage. She told us the same thing, "I'm angry at you. I dont want to talk to you anymore." As it is, she's pretty pissed.

Everyone's been complimenting on my tan(s). And saying I look better sun kissed. Dudes, they were unintentional tans. Unlike you lot who purposely go for tanning sessions. Ahahaha And I dint have to loose weight just so I could fit into itsy bitsy bikinis. Thats a scary thought, me wearing one. I've already seen Aunty Tracey in one. A few, actually. White, red...

The Sakae-NOSS regatta wasnt that bad. Fine, I'm lying. It was so bad. I got thrasged by kiddies younger than me.

some guy : Eh, move lah idiot. You want me to protest you ah ?
me: Eh, fuck off lah. Cheebye.
some guy: Whats your problem ?
me: Do you really want me to answer that ?
some guy: *brief silence* Whats that suppose to mean ?
me: Its you lah idiot. So move it, you're over lapping. Moron.

Advice from Isaac, if anyone wants to protest you, say fuck off. Ahahaha And I did just that. Ahahaha Wtbf He's damm cool ah. As in the cool, calm, cool. Ahaha Okay.


I'm doing my Malay project that was dued today, now. I have to translate it. Skeffin shit. Cokgu oh Cikgu. Why do you do this to me ? Havent I been speaking in Malay during the trip ? I have been paying attention on the bus and answering The Tour Guide's questions. And your's too. Dont you remember? I helped you with your washing machine. Cikgu. Pffft. I better translate it now.

Word for word.








FUUUUUUCCK.







Fuck. I'm getting more vulgar. Its so unhealthy. Its so unbecoming for a young lady. Howcome.

Blimey, I dint know I havent blogged for so long. And I dont intend on typing a full description of what happened this week cos it'll be rather boring. Sailing the whole week, no kidding. And I've got that Sakae-NOSS thingum this weekend. And guess what ? Nurul hasnt finished her homework. The skeffin math problems are killing me.

School's starting in a bit. This Monday. Somebody shoot me. I havent finished my homework yet. I finished it during the March hols why is this holiday any different? Oooh. I know the answer. Look at how my week progresses:

Monday - swimming
Tuesday -training
Wednesday -swimming
Thursday -training
Friday -training
Saturday -language classes
Sunday -family day crap

I dont see any day empty. Do you ?

I doubt the teachers will give extentions. Skeffin boffins they are. Sadistic and ruthless creature brought to this world to make our lives a living hell.

I sholud really go now but I want to stay and rant for as long as I can. I know I'm such a superficial bitch sometimes most of the times. People have been passing away without my knowledge, The Parents and The Pests have been getting on my nerves more then usual, I'm bordering on being flat-out broke, going out of my head worrying about homework and erm...forcing myself to get over forget... some matters. But I've never really mentioned any of it in my blog. It's come to reach a paradox, really. A blog is supposed to be where you vent everything out (but I'm sure a certain person would beg to differ) but being the idealist that I am, I'd rather paint pretty pictures and fawn over them for hours, all the while trying to make myself believe them. I really should quit my net addiction, I'm getting out of touch with my own reality.

For example -I didnt even know that my aunt is staying in Malaysia. Heck, I couldnt even remember the last time I saw her, yet she'd be the first person to come to mind if someone were to mention "favourite relative". How awful, I could have been "hanging out" with my cousins. As you can probably tell, this saddens me somehow... enough to finally make me get over my self-centred notions of how I must blog about happy, magical, superficial things.. cause deep down I do care about what people think. I mean, who doesnt? Every single blogger who bother with language decorum are obviously aware that their grammar might be scrutinized by their reader. But that's not the point. The point is I really should start being honest and more open.

Well truth is, i'm not really happy most of the time.
(there I said it.)

Yet it's hard for me to admit to myself, let alone publish it to the world wide web :D


The person who came up with the english homework must think that we're pretty dumb or something. We know the meaning of aversion and all those other "intelligent" words in the worksheet. how else would I be able to come up with the above paragraphs ? And yet I still cant write wonderful A1 long essays. How crappy is that ?

Stuff it about going off line. I'll continue ranting.

When will Singaporeans ever understand that I'm not erm, sexually confused ? Oh please, I dont want to chop off all off my hair. If thats the case, I might as well shave it all off and have my head spotless. I think most people dont know how to pronounce the word bItch. Thats why it sometimes most of the times comes out as bUtch. Jason, I swear if you call me that one more time, I'll kick you and tell the whole skeffin world about you and Lydia. She'll love it, but you , under any circumstances wont. Dammit. I'd commit suicide before joining the erm, sexually confused group.

I think my mum's coming. Sorry that the point has to be left a cliff hanger. Till the next time.


Note to self: Stop reading cross over fiction books writen by British authors.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Lilia is your soulmate.

You truly love Vanessa.

You consider Yuslina your true friend.

You know that Dilmeet is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Michelle for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Lynette is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Bidina is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Joan is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Joan changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Val is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Val has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think Of Your Friends ?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

As you can see, I changed the layout. Its so ugly and I hate it. Michelle and Hong Rui ! Why didi you make me change the layout ?? !!

Aah, I'm getting my glasses tomorrow ! I'm so happy, I can drown myslef in a pool of happiness. Ahahaha

Hello.

As of now, I am suffering from FIBRE GLASS RASH. It hurts so bad.

Instead of sailing today, we went kayaking ! Woohoo ! It was oodles of fun. There were other kayaks at sea, of course. Mainly those good for nothing Opti kids. Hey ! Wait a minute, I'm one of them. They bloody wanted to capsize our kayaks; mine and Shells, and Lynette's and Birds (get it ? BIRDS. Oh, inside joke.). So yes, they managed to capsize my kayak and guess what ? They helped me lose my fucking glasses, dammit. Like Jiao Lian said, when the old goes, the new will come. Ahahahaha So corny. And OMG ! He said but your family can afford what. Eeeeks ! He makes me sound so rich. Then, Zhuang Yi and Hong Rui, however you spell their names, came. At first, we left Michelle and Zhuang Yi on one boat, then Val, eventhough we planned it, decided to call Michelle since she said that Shell would screw her later tonight, to come onto the boat. Dang it ! It was a perfect moment and Val had to ruin it. So anyway, then we left ZY and HR (I'm using intials cos I to lazy) stranded without a kayak and oars. Ahahaha But being the kind soul that I am I decided to help them So, me and Shell rescued ZY. It was very peculiar sitting in the middle of the both. I told him to sit in the middle but did he listen ? Noo !

You know what ? The bloody rash is killing so I'll prolly fill you guys in tomorrow while The Parents are gone to some wedding.

my saviour,

I'm like, finally having the freedom I want. The family's gone to Port Dickson, Malaysia. Oh the joy ! But it doesnt feel right. I was suppose to have the WHOLE house to myself but dear ole Granny wants me to go over for the WHOLE week the arent in Singapore. Wonderful, aint it ? But then again, I have training on Tuesday, Thursday, Friday. I practically wont be there except for on Wednesday. So mebe I can like go for GKA or something. Mooahahaha !!!

Oooh ! CLICK. Doesnt this place look perfect for resting ? I wish I was there.

Last night was so freaky. I was sleeping in omo's room, on the matteress on the floor. I needed air-con and since the electricity bill has shot up til $300 or something like that, the parents say that if you want air-con, sleep with us. So we did. And at night, we heard shuffling noises but no one was awake, dammit. It was so scary. I dint sleep the WHOLE night. So, I am right. The whole house is haunted. Thank you Granny for making me sleepover. AHAHAHA !

I linked the pictures already. Check it out. Ahahaha I sound like that women on Kids Central. Is that the channel ? I'm so sorry, I dont watch main stream shows.



Gosh, I'm such a bitch.

nothing much

Ooh! The wind, strong, I like. Heh Call me crazy but I think the Opti goes way faster with strong wind.

The wind on Thursday AND Friday showed everyone everyone else's true colors. Ahahahaha People who I thought wouldnt say cuss words, did. In fact, I did too. And along the way, came out Helly Demented Shit ! I guess I got bored of Holy Shit.

Heh

So anyway, I'm like to lazy to type everything out so I'll just do it in point form. Which reminds me that I have to get started on my helliday homework. I only have two days a week to do everything. From four days a week to two days. Bloody hell.

Thursday
- Never ever ever ever go out on an empty stomach. You will get hungry and tired and will sleep in your boat and drift to god knows where. Thats what I did. Sleep in my boat I mean.
- I scream at any random moment
- Make sure that there are no sediments in your boat. If not, your knees will get cuts and get scraped and stuff.
- I say fuck every waking moment I have out at sea.
- I sing to keep myself company.
- I'm virtually blind even with my glasses on. Mr Somebody laughed cos I couldnt see the fucking mark which was right in front of me.
- I suck at sailing in strong wind.
- I suck at sailing in light wind.
- I suck at sailing fullstop.

Friday
Ditto with Thursday except that we played soccer before launching. On the way there Joan piggy backed me. So fun ! Ahahahaha But Bastard Boy just had to spoil it by calling me something. Like as though *I* want to be one of 'em people. Ah, heck. Heh So it was like Jiao Lian, the IJ girls, Bastard Boy and I dont know who were in one team and the rest were in another. We had four goalkeepers. Can anybody beat that ? And the watercooler wasntworking properly. Which lead to Jiao Lian telling us something about Tamade or something like that. Cos people were cursing damn loudly. Heh We also went about asking Jiao Lian how to pronounce Organ, Oraginsm, Orgasm, and Oesaphagous, and Japan, Japanese. But of course it failed and the boys started laughing.

ANYWAY.

Back to the first paragraph, where people who look like they wont curse, curse ? Yeah. I encountered that. Ahahaha
So, the wind speed picked up and Jiao Lian made three boats go back to shore. Mainly, me, Mr I-Look-Like-Jiao Lian, Yus and Joan. After five fucking minutes, he bloody hell made us go back out to sea. So, Mr I-Look-Like-Jiao Lian cursed. With fingers and all. Then, he turned back and literally melted into the ground. Hilarious shit I swear. AHAHAHAHA

And that fucking Biatch just had to lock the gate extra early to her own convenience so all of us ended up climbing over the gate. But I'll be an Optimist and say; " SHE'S GETTING MARRIED !!! "
*church bells ring; angels sing and all the devils go back to hell*
MUAHAHAHAHA

Yuslina had something wierd happen to her. Ahahahaha Actually, two things. First, we spoke to each other dalam bahasa Melayu. About *hem hem* Ahahahaha And second, [quote Yus] I sorta helped like bring trolleys for every1s boats. even the raffles guys. oh gosh. they can get pretty annoying and nice at the same time. i gave a trolley to this dude and he started speaking to me in a high pitched voice saying, "for me ??!! why thank you." [/quote Yus]

AHAHAHAHA OMG ! WTF is wrong with these people ?

-

I have a new layout. Its not mine or anything but its nice. Heh I'm too lazy (whats new ?) to make one. And I've uploaded the pictures from the trip already. The only problem is the linking up part. I dont know how to link it. I'm so Stew-Pod. Heh Ahahaha

my emo

I"M BACK !!! I KNOW Y'ALL MISSED ME. AHAHAHAHAHA (:

The trip was loads of fun okay. The place was so ulu, I dint even know it existed.

The bus rides to the different places were fun. Yussy Wussy was sitting behind me with Joanna. Joanne was sitting next to me. And Azie, Izza, Nor, and Sarah were sitting at the back which made the ride funner. Ahahaha

We were supposed to be staying at The Hotel Grand Continental but dint cos it was fully booked. So, we stayed at some resort place. 6 people to a house. Dang! I felt so rich cos I was holding on to the keys and stuff. I was the mammy of the house. Right-o. My house mates, all from sec 2, unlike the other house with the exception of Huda's house, Iffah, Aisyah, Lilia, Idayu, Ratih.

We went to many places. The Museum, Istana Maziah (the current Sultan lives there but we werent allowed to go in ), some Silk place, a floating Mosque, a Handicraft centre, a Batik factory, some Songket place, Pulau Duyung, Rantau Abang, and of course Terengganu's Big Market; Pasar Payang.

Pasar Payang was some huge market place where you can literally shop till you drop. But it depends on whether you are a traditional person cos most of the stuff sold there are rather traditional. I spent like RM200++ there? And I dint even need to bargain. It was either the shopkeeper who gave me lower prices, or Ratih who bargained for me or Azie. Ahahaha

We went to Rantau Abang which is some vilage and apparently, some famous dude lives there. He makes a living out of making boats. People from all over the world orders boats from him. Some where along the way, we couldnt find the bus and it was burning outside, dammit. But! Azie and I saved the day !! Makcik Comeh and Cow. (: (:

The food there was okay-ish. For lunch, we only had either keropok lekor or A&W. Omg! The waffles and the Coney dog and the curly fries and the Rootbeer float!!! I must have put on lots of weight. \=

That's all I remember from the trip. Oh! The Tour Guide, the beeeeach, said that I was attentive cos I answered her questions. Wooot!!~~~ And Nina and Ayunni also lah. But the fact that I was one of them was shocking. There is never a time where I was attentive. Ahahaha

The trip helped me rekindle the lost friendship I had. Muahahahaha Guess with who okay. Ahahaha We rode the swings together with Kesh and Jo.

I need to go for training now. But I'll upload the pictures soon. I promise. The pictures are worth a thousand wrds. So figure out the words yourself. (:

sighs

My last post before I leave. *drama*

[edit]
Hah. Dint think you could get rid of me that fast huh? I want to sail dammit. Yes, thats a first for Nurul. Wanting to sail for no particular reason. I heard Lynette's voice just now; that cracked me up! And Coach too! Ahahaha Michelle put him on the phone. But of course I couldnt understand a single thing so I started to nod my head, then I realised that he cant see me *smacks head* so I just said Ya. Ahahaha Lynette's just plain retarded;

lynette: hello Nurul
me: HII LYNNETTE!!
lynette: *brief silence, scratch scratch*
me: my brother says hi Lion Hair
lynette: okay... I'll pass the phone to Bird now
me: BYEEEE LYNNEEETTTTEEEEEEEE !!

AHAHAHAHAHA! Everybody was at training just now. And still is. Fine, not everyone is there. No sec 3s at all. Tsk tsk.

I'll be off in another... now is 1445, I'll leave at 1800 *counts*... erm, another 3hours and 55 minutes. Ahahahaha I finally finished packing. Yuslina is barely there. Ahahahaha

My current obsession:
#1 The Used. OMG OMG ! I'm on the hunt for the live performance video of Under Pressure. A song dedicated to Tsunami Relief performed by The Used and My Chemical Romance. Together! On one stage!! *screams and runs around in circles*

#2 Salad Fingers. Its sadistic, somewhat like Happy Tree Friends. Ahahahaha But I think Happy Tree Friends is nicer.
CLICK : #1 #2 #3 #4

That'll give you guys some things to do while I'm away.

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I've packed everything. Ahahaha I packed more food than I could eat up during the five days You know in case I get hungry. 2 packets of soupy snax, 2 cup noodles, 1 bag of those Loacker biscuits, 2 Mentos tubes, chewing gum (dont ask why I'm bringing chewing gum to Malaysia), 2 boxes of chocolate and some more. So if any of you girls get hungry, please feel free to bang down my hotel door and ask me for some food (:

All that food just for 5 days. Ahahaha

I'll be missing 2 sessions of trainings. If I leave now, I'll be able to get there in time huh. But no, my ganny wants to see me. Its not like as though I'll be gone the whole year or something. And also cos I have to get some stuff which I dont have enough of.

Shit I have to go now. Byeee~~~

piss offs

I need to get anger management classes. I get angry over petty things like just now at the taxi stand.
I was there first okay. And than two nonyas come along. I flag a taxi and the woman said that she was there first so she should get the cab. And that she had places to go. At that moment, I wanted to slap her till she bled. So all I said was, Fii-iine, be that way. And! ohmigod! My brother said this : hope you get into an accident and burn in hell! Omfg! Influenced by my cousins. But really, we have the right to say that. Cos he was late and we got to the cab stand first. And it was only 958 in the morning where do two old ladies need to go to at such an ungodly hour anyway? Mebe they are like prostitutes or something. AHAHAHA! But sluts dont have impeccable english. To the karaoke bar? Or perhaps to play mahjong or what not. Sheesh.

Anyway, I have a gut feeling that the remarks in the report books are all computerized. Ahahaha
Why else would it say that I have a sociable and outgoing nature? Dude, I have recess alone. But occasionally with Sarah if Sherry's not around.
A person that can be depended on to shoulder responsibilities? Yeah. That one is true :D
Willing to work hard. Ptooi !
Communicates confidently with her teachers and peers. I reckon its a nicer way to say that I talk too much ?
Ironically, somebody said that I dont think before I speak. And is rather rude. Yeap. Thats me.
Its all crap and bull please. Everyone, do not take to heart whatever is said about you in your report book. Yes yes yes.
I've deteoriated from a conduct of VERY GOOD to simply a GOOD. And from a 17 in class to a position I'd never thought of getting into.

demoralizing

Sailing yesterday was demoralizing with a capital F. I have to be the STUPIDEST person to *hem* on an Optimist. *Hides face* But it wasnt my fault really. Fine, just a tad bit. But come to think of it, it was rather amusing actually. Ahahaha The wind blew, my sail (including the mast ) got uprooted, the sail flapped around insanely, and the next thing you know, I was under water. Wth Ahahaha Must have been torture eh, Michelle? Seeing your nice (and not forgetting cute ) friend go down like that. Ahahaha

Its because of her that MsTeo is like that. Why why why must it affect us too?

Sailing; three bloody fuking days a week. Tuesday, Thursday, Friday Wtbf THREE! THREE I tell you! And like, we've got a lot of homework.

How am I suppose to go for sailing and be ready in time to go to school for the trip? How how how ? I'm going to convince my mother to talk to MsTeo. Ahahahaha Since theyre all chummy and stuff. Yuslina's going to write her a leter to excuse her from sailing too. If only MsTeo undestands our plight. Ahahaha And if I go for sailing tmrw, I wont have enough underwear. Ahahahaha!

Speaking of undergarments, Joan and Clio were screaming about them in the toilet yesterday. While the RI guys were out adjacent to the toilet eating. I reckon they puked after that. My goodness. Shame on you girls! Ahahaha

Oooh! Michelle, Its all about YOU, baby. Ahahahahaha

I'll continue later. As it is, I have to send my brother for Karatae. Tata!~~